rageomatic
IvanaScreamI’m back home after a long trip. Making love to my wife is going well. Today, someone needed to take the kiddo to practice. Wife volunteered and said, you probably need some time alone. “I do” I said, “but, I’ll probably just jerk off to porn.” “I know,” says wife, “and that’s OK.” She smiles [...]
The Atheist is full of Hate today.
Did you come to this page for Rage? Did you come from one of those touchy feely posts that I wrote last time. Well I’m returning to my radical anonymous core today. I wish there was God so I had so one to blame. Let’s play photo album of Rage’s life. Snap And you see [...]
Hiding my Depression
I struggle with depression. Every week to two weeks, there are 2 to 3 days when I find it difficult to get out of bed. Everything looks stupid and pointless. I think about hurting myself, and in passing, killing myself. Sometimes, those 2 or 3 days turn into a week or two of slightly less [...]
Crappy poetry day.
I really did love you So I hope you hurting me Was as therapeutic for you As leaving you was for me
Sex and PSTD
Ok, so there was this girl. Men had done terrible things to her. She said she loved me, and I wanted to the special one, the guy who was different and loved her for her instead of treating her like a lifeless object whose only job was gratify me. I was 18, so was she, and [...]
God Monster II
First of all, this isn’t really my perfect blog. This is just supposed to be my occasional “RAWR! I’M SO ANGRY” blog. But I don’t have the time to run two right now, so I’m just doing this one. I didn’t mean for this to turn into the polite dialog it is… Anyway, Anna L [...]
Your God is a monster.
MOTHER OF ALL TRIGGER WARNINGS, if you have PTSD for any kind of abuse, you might not want to read this. So let me pour out the rage on something I cannot get over. That the God of the Bible is seen as one of love. God loves you. And if you don’t love him [...]
Christians, I get it!
I figured out Christians. I’ve often wondered why a handfull are so cool, and the measure are happy graduates of Le Douche University, College of Asshattery. See, different parts of God appeal to different people. To the non-evil, they are attracted to God, the great love of all mankind. To the evil they are attracted to God…the great [...]
Sex, body image, BBW, and disabled friends
I’m starting to think my real indoctrination as a young man wasn’t so much my Dad’s personal cult, but the perfect lock between my Dad’s cult of fear and societies cult of perfection. Somehow his stupid, made up version of Christianity played right into society’s idea that we are all a bunch of filthy, stupid, [...]
It’s not Abuse.
(Trigger warning, ya think?) I read an article in my wife’s Woman’s Studies book called, “Not Rape“. The idea was this. Basically the world is complicated and most people are simple, so instead of looking at the world as it is, they look at the world through the lense of a big story, their “narrative”. [...]
